Friday, March 26, 2010

I Can't Believe Its Not BUTTA!!!!!

That's Smooth...But I'm Hard

If you're smooth like butta then I must be hard as rye bread...
You spread it on thick clogging every air pocket with your saturated sweet cream.
Having me think of days better than sliced bread.
Floating around in my brain when I could've sworn I was brain dead.

Dead to emotions and all feelings inside...
You leavened this whole lump and put some yeast to make me rise.
I refuse to be puddy or dough in one's hands.
Not looking to be molded or shaped into a symmetrical pan.

I wanna’ rise free, no bleach therapy.
Wheat and multi-grain fill up more paper than artificial claims
I know it may be gross but "I'm Just Saying"
What's the point of buttering me up and swallowing me whole?
When I've lost all hope in man, let alone be good for your soul.

There's mold on my edges and I'm beyond cracked and brittle.
Not ready to soften up, I'm afraid; more than just a little.
Softened up to be spewed out...
I'm sitting here reading your ingredients with much disbelief and doubt

It’s no Wonder I could be talking about bread,
But what's the big deal about needing the spread?
Having something to smooth out the rough parts
You know, take some of the burnt taste away...

Similar to a broken heart, it could help ease the pain.
To smooth out the rough patches, piece together the broken parts.
But if my heart were like bread I'd truly be the molding parts...
Tired of being stuck in this bag…needing to breathe this fresh air called life.
Just let me be, it’s ok if I'm free. I'll just be dry and good to me...

But if for only one night I could scream "I can't believe it’s not Butta"
I'd let you spray all just for your cumin pleasure...
So lay it thick in hopes of getting through; because who knows,
Maybe one day, I'll be smooth as butta too.



Ok so as yall know my BORN DAY was MARCH 20th!! You know I had to do it big. So we started the great weekend on Friday night at the Saddle Ranch in Universal City Walk and lets just say, I didn't leave the same way I came. Hahahahaha LOL

So I love my two girls! My bestie Kristine aka Chicken!! Then the lovely miss Anastasia!! They helped me bring in my bday friday night and it was too much say the least...*falls and all* ahhahahaha...yeah I was gone yall. And shoutout to my BROTHER for being the first to call and tell me happy birthday!! (I love him...greatest lil bro ever)...*side note: if you have a sibling or siblings, love them because they will be the ones there for you when you need them most...real talk*
We ended that night reaaalllll late but it was ok because the next day was the BIG DAY and we had to do some shopping cus I had MONEY TO BLOOOWWWW *Lil Wayne Voice* LOL ;-)

That night we went to Lucky Strikes as planned and had a BLAST no other way to bowl in my opinion...I had the greatest time! The ones who cared most were there and I couldn't ask for anything more. So shoutout to Kristine, Anastasia, Montoya, JLo Lo, Lisa, Janelle, Cherish, and to the sexiest mexican I know JOSE! hahaha ;-) But here was the pic of all of us that night!

Oh and you know I had to get some BORN DAY KISSES!!! LOL hahaha Yeah buddy...rollin' like a big shot!!

I had such a great are a couple more pics from the night:

So after a great night we woke up hella early to go to SIX FLAGS MAGIC MOUNTAIN!!
Best part about it is that we got our tickets FREE!! Yes, FREE!! we got hooked up by some guy in customer service...hahah gotta love it!

We got on just about EVERY ride in the park!! I swear I lost like 5 pounds walking around for like

Yeah...I swear we were just some big kids the whole day. Until that night!! Lol we hit up Lucky Strikes in Torrance *HELLA BLACK PEOPLE* It was great!! They have karaoke and happy hour on sunday nights and we will FOR SURE be making a trip out that way next weekend because it was just too much fun!!

So in all we had a great weekend. A born day to remember for sure!! Great people, food, drink, entertainment, and FREE STUFF!! hahaha.. Can't beat that!! But MOST importantly, I had to thank God for letting me see another year. So many didn't make it to 2010 but I have and I'm thankful. 23 years young and I'm just getting started...this world ain't ready..I'm such a MARTIAN!!! ^_~

Thursday, March 18, 2010


O-k-k-k!! It's about to go down this weekend!!!!!

 *why you may ask?*


Yeah buddy!! I'm going to be 23 years young and like I told you all, I going to give you the info on where I'll be so you can come and celebrate with me and my girls!! We are going out Friday *TBD* to dance and get ooooonnnnnnnn!!! lol

Then we will have a great time at Lucky Strikes in Hollywood, CA on Saturday at 7:30pm!! We're going to enjoy some good food, drinks, laughs, and good company while we bowl then we're going to go out and run the streets of Hollywood all night!!!
So the question is:
You Down?!

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Thursday, March 11, 2010

Come See About ME!!

Welcome back...Its been so long. I've missed you all. So much has changed. I'm in a different place right now and I'm enjoying the view for now. I've been going out and just living my life without worry. I'm learning to let things just be...



No chains on me LEAST for 2-3 years. Yes. That's my goal. I'm tired of relationships so I'ma date you ALL!! hahaha jk; I'm practicing being alone for a while because my heart is completely numb to all feeling right now (romantic that is). If God says different then so be it but right now, that's the plan.

They say if you can't beat em' join em' and that's just what I'm going to do!! Lol Naw really, I'm just going to love me more and focus more on my wants, desires, goals, know all the things that matter most anyway. So the pic really doesn't have to do with anything other than the fact that I'm really feelin' my self a lot more these days! hahaha....You like it??

But what's been going on with all of you? I've been out of contact for quite some time. I really do care about yall..well those who actually read and comment! Lol Anywho I hope all is well with everyone. OHHHHHHHHH I almost forgot! My BDAY is MARCH 20th and I'll be celebrating in Los Angeles (my favorite place to be) so I'll post my plans and you can come celebrate with me and some of my girls!!! Sounds like a plan right? ok...stay posted!!

As always, I love you all for reading and even more for commenting!! ^_~